I feel like I can tell you everything..

hello, guys
It's been a long time since I draw something
So I posted this, to let you know I'm still alive

(I used an example: [link])
yaay, THE yellow trousers
I'm famous because of those (at my school )
I drawed myself, (that has been a long time..)
and Fabian..

I made this because of a post I saw on Facebook:
[link]

I nearly cried when I saw this..
Cuz' I immediatly thought about Fabian,
He's srsly my everything..
(For ever alone..)
The papers with the words, are my thoughts.. about myself/ about what I think that people think about me..
the things that I'm scared for..
Because I lead my live with fear.. fear for everything,
A lot of people told me I was weak,
or that i'm weird, stupid..
that I look like a boy..
those things realy hurt me,
It's not easy being me, but I try my nest everyday.
and what do I get back for that?
Nothing..

Sometimes, I feel that the only one who truly loves me
Is Fabian.
He will never bully me, never tell me that I'm ugly, or stupid,
He will always be by my side,
I would realy do everything, to make him real.
You probably think that I'm crazy,
Because I care so much about an immaginary persob, And I realy understand that.
But please don't hate me because of that.
Because I realy can't help it, that I'm so different
And I also don't like being so different.
geez, being High sensitive isn't that easy, when you are in puberty